It Was Just a Series of Coincidences
Life is full of coincidences—little moments that align so perfectly, they seem almost deliberate.
For someone like me, a man of lust, navigating this world requires constant vigilance.
My desires are strong, my nature raw, and yet, I have never crossed the line.
I’ve never “bitten” anyone who wasn’t meant for me, wasn’t “my food,” or wasn’t right for me to “consume”.
It’s not because of some extraordinary self-control but rather a combination of divine intervention and an unshakable commitment to my role as a servant of Allah.
Even though there’s a resemblance between me and the Devil, I somehow managed to hold onto my honour.
1. The Struggle of Being Human
1. A Man of Lust:
Lust is an undeniable part of human nature.
It’s primal, powerful, and at times, difficult to control.
For someone like me, it’s a constant battle between desire and discipline.
- Temptations are everywhere, but not everything tempting is meant for me.
- The challenge lies in knowing when to act and when to abstain.
2. The Thin Line Between Good and Evil:
There’s a fine line that separates the servant of God from the Devil.
Both are strong-willed, both are driven, but their paths couldn’t be more different.
- The Devil uses his power for destruction.
- I, as a servant of Allah, use mine for restraint and purpose.
2. Coincidences or Divine Guidance?
1. “Coincidences” That Protect:
There have been countless moments where I could have stumbled, where my desires could have taken over.
And yet, something always intervened—an accident, a distraction, a sudden realization.
- Before crossing a line, an obstacle appears.
- Before making a mistake, a thought of Hell or consequence halts me.
2. A Higher Hand at Play:
Are these truly coincidences?
Or are they signs of Allah’s mercy, guiding me away from harm?
I believe it’s the latter.
3. The Honour of a God’s Servant
1. Maintaining Integrity:
Despite my flaws, I’ve managed to maintain my honour.
I’ve never taken what wasn’t meant for me, no matter how tempting it might have been.
- Lust doesn’t define my actions—it’s simply a part of my nature that I strive to control.
- Honour comes from recognising what is right and acting accordingly.
2. Resemblance to the Devil:
I won’t deny it—there are similarities between me and the Devil.
We both are intense, calculated, and relentless.
But the key difference is my submission to Allah.
- The Devil rejects Allah’s guidance; I embrace it.
- The Devil sows chaos; I seek balance.
4. Lessons from the Coincidences
1. Boundaries Are Crucial:
These “coincidences” have taught me the importance of boundaries.
Not every desire needs to be fulfilled, and not every temptation is meant to be indulged.
2. Self-Control Is Strength:
True strength lies in restraint.
The ability to want something and yet walk away from it is a mark of honour, not weakness.
3. Faith Protects Us:
Faith in Allah serves as a shield, protecting us from our worst instincts.
Every time I feel myself slipping, my faith pulls me back.
5. Why I Hold On to My Honour
1. A Servant’s Responsibility:
As a servant of Allah, my actions reflect not just on me but on the role I’ve been entrusted with.
To lose my honour would be to fail my mission.
2. Respect for Allah’s Will:
Everything in my life is provided by Allah, including the people I’m meant to interact with.
If something or someone isn’t meant for me, I have no right to take it.
3. Redemption Over Temptation:
Even though I struggle with my own nature, I strive for redemption.
Every time I resist a temptation, it’s a step closer to fulfilling my purpose.
Conclusion: A Man of Honour Despite Flaws
I won’t pretend to be perfect—I am deeply flawed, driven by desires that could easily consume me.
And yet, I’ve never acted against my honour as a servant of Allah.
Through what some might call coincidences but I see as divine guidance, I’ve been able to resist the pull of my darker instincts.
Yes, there are similarities between me and the Devil.
But there’s one crucial difference: my faith in Allah keeps me grounded.
It reminds me of who I am, what I stand for, and why I’m here.
In the end, it’s not the coincidences that define me—it’s how I respond to them.
And for that, Alhamdulillah, I am grateful.
