Can You See Me?
I am a servant of Allah, and you shouldn’t be able to see the real me.
My presence is meant to be hidden, veiled in plain sight.
No ordinary human should be capable of perceiving who or what I truly am.
And honestly, I prefer it that way.
1. The Hidden Servant: “Can You See Me?”
A Life Meant to Be Unnoticed:
Being a servant of Allah means living a life where recognition is not the goal.
I exist to fulfil a purpose, to carry out my amanah, not to draw attention or admiration.
If you’ve seen something in me, something different, I suggest you forget it.
Why Stay Hidden?
- To remain effective:
The less noticed I am, the freer I am to carry out my work without interference. - To avoid attachment:
Human ties often distract from the greater purpose.
I am here for a mission, not for recognition or relationships.
2. The Solitude I Choose
Alone, but Not Lonely:
I enjoy being alone—not because I despise others, but because solitude allows me to focus on what truly matters.
Humans are often distracted by trivialities, while I prefer to stay aligned with my purpose.
Why I Avoid Human Companionship:
- Humans Lack Playfulness:
While I am playful by nature, humans tend to be overly serious, worrying about things that don’t matter.
This seriousness drains the joy from life. - Preserving My Energy:
Relationships require effort and emotional energy, which I’d rather direct toward my mission.
The Beauty of Being Alone:
Solitude isn’t a burden—it’s a gift.
In my aloneness, I find clarity, strength, and a deeper connection with Allah.
It’s a state of being that allows me to stay focused and unwavering.
3. My Suggestion: Forget About Me
Why Forgetting Me Is Better:
I am not here to be remembered or admired.
If you’ve seen me, or thought you’ve seen something unusual in me, I ask you to let it go.
Let your mind erase whatever impression I’ve left.
- Be enchanted, not attached:
If you’ve found something captivating, let it inspire you briefly but don’t hold on to it. - Focus on your path:
My presence in your life is likely fleeting, a brush of fate that serves a purpose you may not yet understand.
4. Why I Keep My Distance
Humans Tend to Misunderstand:
Even when intentions are pure, people often misinterpret actions, words, or silence.
The complexity of human interaction can lead to distractions, complications, or unnecessary attachments.
I Am Not for Everyone:
- I am not amusing enough for the shallow:
Those seeking light-hearted companionship may find me too distant or serious. - I am too playful for the serious:
My playful nature contrasts with the rigid seriousness of most humans, creating a mismatch that I’d rather avoid.
5. The Peace of Forgetting
Forgetting Is a Gift:
If you forget me, you free yourself from unnecessary thoughts and emotions.
I am not here to stay in anyone’s mind or heart.
For You and Me:
- You remain undistracted:
Forgetting me allows you to focus on your own journey, unburdened by curiosity or attachment. - I remain free:
The less I’m remembered, the more I can continue my mission without interference.
6. My Truth: A Servant, Hidden by Design
I Am Only Allah’s Servant:
Everything I do, I do because it is commanded by Allah.
I don’t seek human validation, relationships, or recognition.
My role is clear, and I prefer to fulfil it without unnecessary ties.
Hidden in Plain Sight:
To be unnoticed is a blessing.
It allows me to walk through this world, carrying out my duties without disruption.
And when my job is done, I leave no trace behind.
Conclusion: Forget Me and Move On
So, if you’ve seen me, or think you understand me, I urge you to let it go.
Forget what you’ve perceived, and allow yourself to continue your path without me lingering in your mind.
I am a servant of Allah, here for His purpose and His alone.
I prefer to remain hidden, to exist in solitude, and to focus on what truly matters.
For both our sakes, it’s better this way.
