It Is More or Less Dangerous, I Almost Touched Her
As a servant of God, there are clear lines we must never cross, boundaries that are set for our own protection and the purity of our mission.
One of the most sacred rules is that we must not touch a woman, unless she is a close family member (muhrim) or someone specifically “provided” for us by God.
These boundaries are not arbitrary; they exist to protect the servant, to maintain purity, and to ensure that every action remains within God’s will.
This mission was dangerous in ways I hadn’t anticipated. I almost touched her. It was close—too close.
And in that brief moment, I realized how delicate our path truly is, and how easily we could fall if we are not vigilant.
But thankfully, as always, God intervened.
1. The Boundaries of a Servant’s Duty
A Servant’s Sacred Duty:
As a servant of God, our actions are not governed by our own desires, but by the will of God.
Our mission is clear—we serve without personal attachment, without allowing worldly temptations to cloud our judgment.
One of the most significant rules is that we must not touch women who are not our muhrim or those specifically intended for us by God.
This boundary is not just about physical contact—it is about maintaining spiritual purity and focus.
The Danger of Crossing the Line:
The moment I found myself near her, I realized the gravity of the situation.
It’s not about mere physical contact—it’s about what that touch could mean, the implications it could have.
For a servant of God, crossing that line could mean jeopardizing the mission, compromising our integrity, and straying from the path that God has laid out for us.
It is dangerous, not just because of the consequences in this world, but because of the spiritual cost.
2. The Mission and the Temptation
An Unexpected Challenge:
This particular mission was one I thought I could handle with ease.
I had done countless missions before, but this one came with an unexpected challenge.
She was kind, she was vulnerable, and in my attempt to offer guidance, I found myself drawn too close.
It was almost instinctual, an unconscious movement that brought my hand dangerously close to hers.
The temptation wasn’t one of desire, but of care—of wanting to help.
But that care, if not controlled, can lead to the crossing of sacred boundaries.
The Subtle Trap:
Temptation doesn’t always come in obvious forms.
Sometimes, it hides behind good intentions, behind the desire to protect or support.
This is the subtle trap—where the line between right and wrong begins to blur, and you convince yourself that a small action, like a touch, is harmless.
But in the eyes of God, every action matters, and a servant must remain ever-vigilant.
I came close to stepping into that trap, but by God’s grace, I was pulled back before it was too late.
3. God’s Intervention
A Moment of Divine Intervention:
Just as my hand almost reached hers, something stopped me.
It wasn’t hesitation—it was God’s intervention.
In that moment, it felt as though an invisible force held me back, reminding me of the sacred duty I carry. God, in His infinite mercy, reminded me that I am not my own, that my actions are not for me, but for Him.
I pulled away, heart racing, grateful for the reminder that God is always watching, always guiding.
A Reminder of Vigilance:
That moment was a humbling one, a reminder that even the smallest slip could have larger consequences.
God’s intervention saved me from crossing a line I couldn’t come back from, and it reminded me of the vigilance required of a servant.
We are constantly tested, not just in grand battles but in the small, seemingly insignificant moments.
Each moment is a test of faith, a test of our commitment to the path we have been given.
4. The Importance of Boundaries
Boundaries as Protection:
The boundaries that God sets for us are not there to restrict us, but to protect us.
These rules are in place to ensure that we remain focused on our mission, that we do not allow worldly distractions to lead us astray.
In my near mistake, I learned the importance of respecting these boundaries at all costs.
Touching her would not just have been a physical act—it would have been a breach of trust between myself and God.
Remaining Focused on the Mission:
As servants, our mission is greater than any one person, greater than any individual connection.
Our purpose is to serve God, and we must always keep that at the forefront of our minds.
Personal feelings, attachments, and desires must be secondary to the will of God.
By respecting the boundaries He sets, we ensure that we can carry out His work without corruption, without distraction.
5. The Consequences of Carelessness
A Dangerous Line:
Had I crossed that line, the consequences would have been more than just a moment of guilt.
It could have meant a loss of clarity, a shift in purpose, and the possibility of straying from my path.
As God’s servants, we cannot afford to be careless.
Every action has meaning, and even something as small as an unintended touch can have larger spiritual implications.
Maintaining Purity of Purpose:
Our mission requires a purity of purpose—an unwavering focus on God’s will.
By allowing ourselves to be led by emotion or by temptation, we dilute that purity.
Touching her, even accidentally, could have weakened my resolve, making it harder to continue serving with the same level of dedication.
Thankfully, God’s intervention ensured that my path remained clear.
6. Gratitude for God’s Mercy
Saved by Grace:
I am grateful, deeply, that God intervened. In His mercy, He saved me from making a mistake that could have cost me much more than I realized in the moment.
This experience taught me the importance of remaining humble and aware, of recognizing my own weaknesses and relying on God’s strength.
Without His grace, I might have faltered, but with Him, I am able to continue my mission with renewed focus.
A Lesson Learned:
This incident will stay with me as a reminder of the fine line we walk as servants of God.
It is a lesson in humility, a lesson in the importance of staying connected to God’s guidance at all times.
We are never beyond temptation, but we are always within God’s protection if we remain faithful to Him.
Conclusion: Walking the Path Carefully
The mission we undertake as servants of God is filled with challenges, some seen, some unseen.
We must walk carefully, remaining vigilant and always mindful of the boundaries set by God.
In this dangerous mission, I almost crossed a line, but by God’s intervention, I was saved.
Let this serve as a reminder that while we may be tested, we are never alone.
God is always there, guiding us, protecting us from ourselves, and keeping us on the path He has chosen for us.
We must trust in His plan, follow His commands, and remain true to the mission He has given us, no matter how dangerous or difficult it may seem.